Where have I been?
Where have I been?
I don't know.
I've been here, but I haven't *been* here. Does that make sense?
The horrible meetings that I mentioned in my last post didn't go nearly as bad as I thought they would have gone. Both meetings dumped a crazy large amount of work on me that is due by Thanksgiving break. Why is it that they assume since I'm young and try to remain positive that I am invincible?? A Superwoman, if you will?? Cuz I sure enough AIN'T. 'Nuff said.
Tired of waking up extra-early (try 4:30) to get to work early (try 5:30 or 6:00) so that I can work on my paperwork, and I'm also tired of staying late (try getting home Monday night at 6:00) after a long day. Is it ever gonna get done? Oh, come on, Thanksgiving break!! I come home, make supper, and crash. Last night, I was seriously fighting falling asleep during Biggest Loser ... and then Abby left ... and I sobbed from sadness and exhaustion. Then it was off to bed for me!
So I've been dealing with the extra work, and denying my new mantra of exercise. Oh, the shame. I have avoided y'all because I feared 'fessing up. But here I am. And denying it isn't going to make it any better.
This is the strawberry roan mare...
... and here is the chestnut gelding.
Sorry I'm making y'all endure my horse obsession right now, too. It's a pleasant distraction for me. :)
And as for now, since I can barely hold my eyes open and I've been yawning while writing this whole post (it probably isn't even coherent), I'ma gonna go take a nap, and then I hope to jog later on tonight.
Sorry I've been out of pocket, friends. I will try to do better, on all accounts.
Posted in: dieting, horses, letting myself down on Wednesday, October 28, 2009 at at 3:40 PM 11 comments